~huzchris

Well, here it is January 3, 2007!!! Holy Shit!!! Last year at this time, I was unsure of what was to come, and if I had only known, I would have been out of the situation in a blink of an eye. This year however is different. It FEELS different. I feel better. More confident in what is about to come. I like that. It is a NEW YEAR, to do new things. Better things. I have learned what it is that I want and need. Now it is time to reach out and grab them.

I have people in my life that are good. Good for me, good to me, and good with me. NEW FRIENDS seem to be just what that proverbial Doctor has ordered. I sent those who brought me down packing. They are pissed. Fuck 'em! The ones who let me be me are still around. I am more cautious of who I let in. I am not as happy as I want to be, but I am getting there. One day at a time. Soon, I will achieve the happiness I deserve. I hate that word!!! Deserve. What the hell is that? Who is to say that if we are good, we will get something great? Fuck! That is a whole different Journal entry anyway, so we won't get into that now.

I am on the verge of getting a job I once had. Something that I fell in love with. I don't really consider it work, or a job. It would fall under more of a hobby. This NEW JOB will help me to be happy. I love doing this. It is fun to me. I need to make no less than $50,000 this year. This job will help me get there. I am very excited at this prospect. I will be able to pay off my truck, fix my truck, pay off the credit cards, and start my savings over. Good things are sure to come.

This year I plan on making at least two trips up to Seattle, Washington. More if I can afford them. I will be attending a PEARL JAM show up there. Oh yes, believe you me, I will!!! I missed my usual tour stop in Las Vegas this last summer. So, I am there no matter what the cost! Yeah. I guess that's that...

Chris